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Back in the 20th century

It was early march in northern Saskatchewan. It was after midnight when Mom called for mrs gurgly. The hour was late, the roads were in poor condition. I was her third , and she felt confidant. And then it happened, I arrived on earth from out of nowhere on march 3,1949.  Tough little bugger . Here I am still kicking in sept, 2017.

Closer you get, the further you can see,

Nikola Tesla Greatest Secret EXPOSED 2017 The One Thing He Said That NOB...

 It's been about a week since I got the news.  Those 

Two spots on my liver. Well as it turns out , they've gotten bigger.  I've been through the tests, and even

Without a biopsy they know it's the same kind that was growing on my pancreas. I ask him how big they are and he holds his two fingers about an inch apart for the bigger one and slightly less for the smaller one. So now what. I've been here before, twice as a matter of fact. I don't want this again . It takes a heavy toll on

The mind and starts to reflect in every day living. It's never far from your thoughts.

Three options I'm told. Surgery is the usually most successful option. Next a procedure he calls ablation, where they attack the tumours with needles and try to destroy them. Third , we can do nothing, and see where they go.  I can't live with the latter , so I need some kind of advice for a shot at surviving a bit longer.  He suggests ablation surgery and I agree, it's a place to start  I wonder why he tries to steer away from surgery, and I think he fears going in and finding something he doesn't like. So now I wait for the call. This is one of the things that leaves you in a stressful frame of mind. No long term plans, just wait.

This form is rare. 1 out of 100,000 will get this type.  It doesn't respond very well to chemotherapy.  Not sure about radiation therapy. But all I know is the  fight is on, and I need to get started. I'll see my family Doc this week and see what kind of advice he has for me . I already know of course, I've heard it before.  Keep moving, stay focused, don't give up and stay in touch with my God. The surgeon offered me a glimpse of what I could expect for time. He said I've got years left in me. I have to take that for all that it could mean. 

Germany's Übergutmenschen get their death wish: Over 7 million lumpen migrants -- incl. uncounted family members -- have already received a meal ticket for life, and that's just for starters

From:orca100@upcmail.nl To: podesta@law.georgetown.edu Date: 2016-02-21 00:51 Subject: Germany's Übergutmenschen get their death wish: Over 7 million lumpen migrants -- incl. uncounted family members -- have already received a meal ticket for life, and that's just for starters

“Our multicultural society is a colossal failure.” That came out of the mouth of Angela Merkel in 2004. And now she is hailing the next tidal wave of Muslim no-hopers as the best thing since sliced bread…….. It’s difficult NOT to picture Merkel in the padded-cell section of a funny farm under heavy sedation and in an industrial-strength straitjacket. Time was when it took a goodly number of nukes to wipe out Europe. All you need now is one Blöde Kuh with a Wiedergutmachung complex. Over 7 million Muslim misfit migrants – including much-overlooked straggling family members – have already grabbed a place at the German welfare trough, and that’s just the beginning of the end. So says a pretty much hushed-up government estimate. On top of that comes Angelic Turkey, whose citizens will be swamping Germany – first as visa holders and then as EU residents. Germany’s saddo satellite states will serve as overspill areas, having become part of Mushrooming Merkelstan. German government statistics make it abundantly clear that the Muslim newcomers are oh-so unemployable, although many of them will undoubtedly thrive in one profession*< http://www.bild.de/video/clip/organisiertes-verbrechen/clans-beherrschen-be rlins-unterwelt-42903890,auto=true.bild.html> http://www.bild.de/video/clip/organisiertes-verbrechen/clans-beherrschen-ber lins-unterwelt-42903890,auto=true.bild.html. None of the above and so much more make the slightest impression on Ma Merkel. Having acquired all the serene airs of someone who has just been un-nailed from the cross, Mother Angela reminds me of< https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yJhOOQOhFME> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yJhOOQOhFME. Her flock is growing restless, though. As a matter of fact, a growing majority of Gutdeutschen have already gone from himmelhoch jauchzend to zu tode betrübt. And bear in mind that the media have kept the German public in the dark about the true size of the migrant tsunami and the low caliber of the new arrivals………. What’s more, the comically naïve Germans are largely oblivious to what goes down in long-existing German Ghettostan, having bought into decades of all-pervasive peecee propaganda……… We’re in for terribly turbulent times. Europe is toast, but so is the Multikulti-Schweinerei. * Berlin’s on-welfare Arabs – who currently make up only 2.3 percent of the local population – commit almost 25 percent of organized crime in the German capital, already scaring the local natives shitless. Now fast-forward the film of life by a decade or so, and visualize a Berlin lorded over by Arabs and other Muslims……..The parallels between Europe’s “Arabs” – a catchall word used loosely – and America’s blacks are striking. After all, HALF of young Afro-American men are on their way to jail, in jail, or just out of jail. In NYC, only 20 percent of black males graduate from Mickey Mouse high school – despite strong preferential treatment and lots of fiddling of the figures. One major difference lies in the levels of lethality. Each year, Afro-Americans murder some 6,000 fellow blacks, so not even counting victims of other races. To misquote the Stalinist Schreibtischtäter Bertolt Brecht, “Erst kommt die Moralreiterei, dann wirst du aufgefressen.” To find Teutons with the same monumental impact on Europe as Merkel is now having, you’d have to go back to WWII (Hitler), WWI (Kaiser Wilhelm II), the Franco-Prussian War (Otto von Bismarck), Proto-Marxism (Karl Marx), the Protestant Reformation (Martin Luther) or the Battle of the Teutoburg Forest< https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pJjyfifZVsU> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pJjyfifZVsU (Hermann ze German). The latter, aka Arminius, brought the impending Roman conquest of Northern Europe to an abrupt halt two millennia ago, thus permanently splitting the continent into two halves – a Germanic North and a Latin South, loosely speaking. The jury is still out on whether Arminius’s actions were a good or bad thing for Europe. Monty Python once summed up the case for Roman colonization, “All right – but apart from sanitation, medicine, education, wine, public order, irrigation, roads, the fresh-water system and public health – what have the Romans ever done for us?” No such ambivalence ought to surround Merkel – the Mama of All Multikulti-Narren. It’s impossible to overstate the irreparable damage she has done to Europe through her persistent utterances and actions. True, the Neuköllnisierung of the Old Continent was already well underway, but this unrelenting process of welfarized crime-ridden ghettoization has been speeded up by at least a half-century. The German Chancellor has thrown the migrant floodgates wide open, but is now arguing that the resultant Muslim tsunami is an unstoppable force of nature. Apparently for the first time in human existence, countries no longer have defendable borders and are nothing more than flotsam bobbing on the waves of history. Europe may have survived Nazism and Communism, but it appears that Multiculturalism – the third major strain of Western extremism – will be the death of the continent. Aus Abendland wird Morgenland. Merkel’s gutmenschy baby babble has been an open invitation to 1.5 billion Muslims, who are already chomping at the bit An excerpt from< http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/europe/germany/11911291/Germany-e xpects-up-to-1.5-million-migrants-in-2015.html> http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/europe/germany/11911291/Germany-ex pects-up-to-1.5-million-migrants-in-2015.html: “Germany is facing an influx of 1.5 million refugees this year, almost twice the official estimate, leaked government figures say as the EU struggles to find a solution to the migrant crisis. […] With each migrant having an estimated four to eight family members that could be permitted to enter, the total number resettled could ultimately top seven million.” And that’s only Germany, and that’s only this year’s result……… And that’s not even factoring in Turkey – now seen as the German Chancellor’s last hope......... Oh mein Gott. Western Europe as a whole will be on the receiving end of 10 million paupers over the next 5 years alone, ballparks ex-Berlin banlieue boss Heinz Buschkowsky. Apocalyptic Angela is now mostly tinkering at the edges – rearranging the deckchairs on the Titanic. And when she does make a big move, it’s completely counterproductive: In return for migration-mitigating measures, Greater Turkey< https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cSb6BNRly5Q&feature=related> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cSb6BNRly5Q&feature=related is going to demand EU membership. With a bit of luck, tens of millions of Turks will eventually join their welfarized brethren in Merkelstan. Not that the Turkish throngs need to wait that long; the magical phrase is visa – Turkish for “Open Sesame!” Angela’s reassuring words – “wir schaffen das” – are more fanciful than Grimms Märchen Having examined the latest government figures, the FAZ – which until recently had papered over everything flying in the face of the Multikulti-Märchen – concludes that new arrivals have a very slim chance of landing jobs in Germany, thereby debunking one of mucho multicultural myths< http://www.faz.net/aktuell/wirtschaft/wirtschaftspolitik/nahles-rechnet-mit -einer-million-mehr-hartz-iv-empfaengern-13847788.html> http://www.faz.net/aktuell/wirtschaft/wirtschaftspolitik/nahles-rechnet-mit- einer-million-mehr-hartz-iv-empfaengern-13847788.html. An expert quoted in Die Welt points out that 70 percent of migrants lack qualifications and will join the on-the-dole unemployables in the German banlieues at great cost to the German taxpayer< http://www.welt.de/wirtschaft/article147622502/Sozialexperte-erwartet-massi ve-Steuererhoehungen.html> http://www.welt.de/wirtschaft/article147622502/Sozialexperte-erwartet-massiv e-Steuererhoehungen.html. And don’t hold your breath regarding the rest; you’d only turn purple and blue and eventually putrefy. An acquaintance of mine knows the refugee industrial complex in the Netherlands inside out, telling me that, even after a decade, the overwhelming bulk of refugees are jobless and utterly useless to Dutch employers. The least lethargic ones dabble a tad in schmuckish volunteer work and suchlike, while only a tiny proportion of long-stay refugees hold down paying jobs. Of course, existing Muslim immigration in Germany is one big Witz, as painstakingly demonstrated in a previous email headlined “Multikultistan: A house of horrors for ordinary Germans.” Among countless calamities, a majority of third-generation German Turks are unable to pick up the local lingo. Instead of speaking proper German, most third-generation German Turks babble near-incomprehensible me-Tarzan-you-Jane gibberish devoid of rhyme, reason, grammar, phrases, vocabulary and correct pronunciation. It’s an assault on your ears, but does help remedy the gaping humor deficit in Germany. When Thilo Sarrazin was talking about the Muslim dumbization of Germany, he wasn’t half-kidding! Throwing vocational training at deadwood Muslim newcomers ain’t cutting no ice. Just look at the Swedish Stasi State https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tk4uDNSPlXE, where a BBC-quoted expert has disclosed that well-nigh all local Muslim immigrants are not only jobless, but also structurally unemployable and, by implication, untrainable. And it does not get much better over the generations. Let me requote psychologist Jan te Nijenhuis, “Many people don’t want to hear this, but the considerably lower IQ scores by [non-Western] immigrant children translate into a considerably worse school performance.” To make Muslim matters so much worse, many Moroccan youngsters suffer from psychological problems, while numerous Moroccan criminals are “slightly mentally handicapped.” So states psychologist Indra Boedjarath. At one vocational high school in Berlin visited by Spiegel TV Magazin reporters, up to 50 percent of immigrant students in some classes are unteachable, which may well be representative for the rest of Germany. Not that the others are Nobel Prize-winning material, to use the understatement of the past millennium. Even jellyfish have got more spine than the Euroweenies – evocative of the Jim Jones Suicide Sect There’s little cause for schadenfreude on the part of Germany’s Western European vassal states. Habitually kowtowing to the Krauts, Germany’s satellite states are going to suffer a similar fate. The creepiest immigrant dumps of all are the People’s Republic of France https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KLhqTmIRaMY and Soviet Sweden https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=thXCb1VUBDg, both of which suffer from Sicko Stockholm Syndrome. By the way, no-go areas, which vary in enormity, are by no means confined to France and Sweden; they can be found all over the place. In a brief bout of glasnost, even the ZDF once reported on ethnic no-go areas in Germany< https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BBgsqPgEcEk&feature=related> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BBgsqPgEcEk&feature=related. When even a paragon of peecee probity paints a pernicious picture…….. Angie’s Angriffsneigungen will meet stiff resistance from Eastern Europeans – the only Euros with cojones, together with the British By sharp contrast, the Eastern Europeans are a different kettle of fish. Any further attempts by Merkel and her multicultural militants to Muslimize Eastern European countries will probably provoke an increasingly muscular response from populations and governments alike. Do you really think that Eastern Europe – enslaved by the Soviet Union for a half-century at a tremendous cost in life and suffering – is now going to accept any dumber-than-dumb diktats from a bunch of bovines in Berlin & Brussels? Also bear in mind that Eastern Europe is already buckling under the backbreaking burden of playing host to 12 million hyper-dysfunctional Roma, almost all of whom are criminals, as Dutch crime figures emphatically suggest (according to the Mayor of Amsterdam, 75 percent of Dutch welfare-pampered gypsies have got a criminal record). Hey Eastern Europeans, why not send all your gypsies to goody-goody Germany by way of retribution? It would be a prank worthy of Till Eulenspiegel! The Eastern Europeans can count on the support of the British people. Most Brits are aghast that Angela the Hun has introduced an open-floodgate policy. In fact, the largely German-generated catastrophe may just be what will push the heavily Eurosceptic British electorate toward an exit from the EU. That would create a dreckish EU 1. with Greece (a bit of Third World that has no business being part of Europe), 2. with Turkey and 3. without the UK (the only major EU country that has a solid future due to a variety of factors, including lots of luck in attracting better-quality immigrants for the most part, or so it appears). If and when the Brexit happens, the German media-and-political establishment will go ape over Britain – already regarded as the Epicenter of Schlechtmenschtum. And that would amuse the British no end. Their attitude toward Jerrys who moralize ad vomitum was best expressed by John Cleese in Fawlty Towers, “Oh, you’re German! I’m sorry; I thought there was something wrong with you.” Within moments of their arrival, Muslims have already begun Third-Worldizing Germany If only half of the FAZ stories about refugee centers in Germany are correct, the Big Banlieue-ization of Germany has gotten off to a blitzkriegy start: Mass violence against fellow migrants and German volunteers, rape of female Muslims, harassment of locals, thievery, organized crime, jihadism, a stunning sense of entitlement among “refugee” ingrates, a refusal to receive help from women volunteers, a shocking disregard for the klutzy Krauts and whatnot. It’s a Grimm horror story on steroids. It goes without saying that German taxpayers are going to be bled white by Merkel’s Pathological PeeCeeism. However, my biggest concern is over Germany’s at-risk sectors of society, including religious Jews, gays, senior citizens plus white urban children and youths – as well as all those dealing with the general public, among them police officers, firemen, ambulance personnel, public-transport workers and retail staff. They and so many other groups of Germans are going to be sacrificed on the altar of Multikulti-Faschismus and need to brace themselves for an even greater amount of cutthroat gestures, verbal death threats, anti-Semitic or anti-white racist slurs, vandalism, violence and crime from Muslim never-do-wells, including even children. “Ihr Schweinehunde, wollt ihr denn ewig leben!” (Martin Schulz, barking at the increasingly angst-ridden natives in German Ghettostan) Cocooned from the multitudes of malfunctioning Muslims, moneyed Multikulti-Moralreiter don’t give a rat’s ass about the general public. The grim reality of Multikulti is worlds away from let-them-eat-cakers such as Two-Limo Schulz – the posh Prez of the EU Parliament, who has two chauffeured limousines and 33 assistants at his disposal. He and his ilk moralize away zum Kotzen, while bringing evermore misery and mayhem to ordinary people in Europa. I can almost hear him say, “Bitte, kein Gemecker mehr über die Muslime. If the total ghettoization of Europe is what it takes for us gutmenschen to keep a lilywhite conscience, then that’s a price well worth paying!” To me, Martin Schulz embodies der hässliche Linksdeutsche – guilty of both Immigration Disaster Denial and Communist Holocaust Denial-lite. That Martin Schulz worships Stalinist historian Eric Hobsbawm – who thought that genocide was a price worth paying to attain Communist utopia – comes as no surprise. Within the Loopy Left, Multiculturalism is an offshoot of Communism, after all. Never mind that Communism wiped out well over 100 million, out-massmurdering Nazism by a yawning margin. The only good to come out of Europe’s destruction is the total demasqué of the Multikulti-Schweinerei – to use a bit of Führerbunker logic Thankfully, the demise of Germany and its vassal states may well spell the end of the Multikulti-Junkerklasse, which has misruled Germany for decades now, deceiving Germany’s proles and peasants 24/7 from cradle to grave in every nook and cranny of German society à la the GDR and also throttling the life out of anyone suicidal enough to speak out and tell it like it is. Sitting posh and pretty, the multicultural junkers only use verbal violence against immigration debunkers, such as Thilo Sarrazin. Street thuggery and death threats have been contracted out to the Antifa-Linksnazis – Germany’s multicultural brownshirts – who have long had the run of the German Banana Republic. These hard-left street brawlers are the successors to the 1920s Communist Rotfront militia, which beat up and bumped off opponents as a matter of course. As the Nazis tightened their grip on power, vast numbers of Rotfront thugs and other Communists switched sides to become SA Stormtroopers. In the early 1930s, Germans even joked that the SA was like a beefsteak: Brown on the outside and red on the inside. At the epicenter of the Multikulti-Junkertum are the German media, nicknamed Epic Lies “R” Us. Virtually all media outlets have long lied lavishly about utterly failed Muslim immigration – lying by flagrant omission, suggestion, implication, unfounded opinion and factual falsification. So what is the MSM’s deus ex machina, for when multicultural sentiment threatens to turn sour, despite their frenetic efforts to keep up the charade? Well, journalists then scour German Muslimland for a successful, articulate and simpatico individual – in other words, someone who’s totally unrepresentative of his wider community – and brazenly hold up that person as being representative of his wider community. Not the brightest bulbs in the box, mega-masses of Krauts still swallow such ur-primitive propaganda hook, line and sinker. But what would really be manna from heaven is an upsurge in Neo-Nazi violence, which, many must be hoping, would once again shut down a grownup public debate about Germany’s Non-Western Immigration Disaster. Yep, that would work fine for a while. Over the long haul? Nope. With millions upon millions of minority misfits flooding into the Heimat, there will come a time when portraying Muslim-Gettoisierung as multikulturelle Bereicherung makes journalists look dumber than impregnated alien abductees. In the thick of a full-on ghettoized Germany, their favorite motto – “Lieber ein Gutmensch als ein Schlechtmensch” – will sound as grotesque as the wooden slogans used by other discredited forms of extremism. There is a famous anecdote in which Kaiser Wilhelm I asks Bismarck, “Can you prove the existence of God?” Bismarck replies, “The Jews, your majesty. The Jews.” To go from Jews to Muslims would be a colossal comedown for Eastern Europe. After all, these two groups are polar opposites on the all-round performance scale………Just as was the case in Germany and Austria, Jews had been hyper-phenomenally successful in Hungary, before the Nazi Holocaust and, to a lesser extent, Soviet repression shattered the Jewish fairytale. For example, seven out of the ten Nobel prize winners born in Hungary were Jewish, even though Jews numbered no more than 5 percent of the total population……….. By the same token, Hungarian Jews accounted for 46.3 percent of medical doctors, 41.2 percent of veterinarians, 34.3 percent of journalists, 21.4 percent of pharmacists, 24.5 percent of musicians, 22.7 percent of theater actors and 16.8 percent of painters/sculptors in the early 1920s. The Jewish community in the Austro-Hungarian Empire and two of its successor states, Austria and Hungary, have spawned almost all of their world-famous residents. I’ve added a few more names to the earlier-shown list: Harry Houdini, Gustav Mahler, Johann Strauss the Elder, Johann Strauss the Younger, Alban Berg, Edward Teller (Father of the Hydrogen Bomb), William Fox (Fox Broadcasting Company and 20th Century Fox), Adolph Zukor (Paramount Pictures), George Soros, Erich von Stroheim, Peter Lorre, Arnold Schoenberg, Sigmund Freud, Ludwig Wittgenstein, Alfred Adler, Franz Kafka, Robert Capa, Bruno Kreisky, Arthur Schnitzler, Theodor Herzl, Peter Drucker, Billy Wilder and Simon Wiesenthal. As I will clarify in the future, the story of anti-Semitism in Eastern Europe is a complicated one and is misrepresented by the Lib History Mafia, whose neurotically Nazism-obsessed members know next to nada and understand even less. Dave Barry’s list of tips for winning any argument on any topic. (The last point is still used copiously by Germany’s Ur-Infantile Left. Multicultural Extremism flourishes in the shadow of Hitler.) Use snappy and irrelevant comebacks. You need an arsenal of all-purpose irrelevant phrases to fire back at your opponents when they make valid points. The best are: You’re begging the question. You’re being defensive. Don’t compare apples to oranges. What are your parameters? This last one is especially valuable. Nobody (other than engineers and policy wonks) has the vaguest idea what “parameters” means. Don’t forget the classic: YOU’RE SO LINEAR. Compare your opponent to Adolf Hitler. This is your heavy artillery, for when your opponent is obviously right, and you are spectacularly wrong. Bring Hitler up subtly. Say, “That sounds suspiciously like something Adolf Hitler might say,” or “You certainly do remind me of Adolf Hitler.”

Bluebirds

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Go time.

Nov 24 ,  be there or be square. Sign in at 8:00 am.  Nothing to eat or drink after midnight. Blood work done no sooner than three days before the big day. I am a little apprehensive.  Been here before and I know the drill, but it just doesn't get any easier. November 14, sit tight for a phone call, the nurse will ring and take down all the particulars, my drug list with all that they treat.
Thursday Nov 17 its a half day at the Foothills doing the pre admittance physical. I've been here before so I got the routine down pat, but my anxiety level is high this time. These battles are ugly
and as I age they become harder. So wish me luck and say a good word.

When it rains

Letter to my Doc

Jade Ribbons

 It's been about a week since I got the news.  Those 

Two spots on my liver. Well as it turns out , they've gotten bigger.  I've been through the tests, and even

Without a biopsy they know it's the same kind that was growing on my pancreas. I ask him how big they are and he holds his two fingers about an inch apart for the bigger one and slightly less for the smaller one. So now what. I've been here before, twice as a matter of fact. I don't want this again . It takes a heavy toll on

The mind and starts to reflect in every day living. It's never far from your thoughts.

Three options I'm told. Surgery is the usually most successful option. Next a procedure he calls ablation, where they attack the tumours with needles and try to destroy them. Third , we can do nothing, and see where they go.  I can't live with the latter , so I need some kind of advice for a shot at surviving a bit longer.  He suggests ablation surgery and I agree, it's a place to start  I wonder why he tries to steer away from surgery, and I think he fears going in and finding something he doesn't like. So now I wait for the call. This is one of the things that leaves you in a stressful frame of mind. No long term plans, just wait.

This form is rare. 1 out of 100,000 will get this type.  It doesn't respond very well to chemotherapy.  Not sure about radiation therapy. But all I know is the  fight is on, and I need to get started. I'll see my family Doc this week and see what kind of advice he has for me . I already know of course, I've heard it before.  Keep moving, stay focused, don't give up and stay in touch with my God. The surgeon offered me a glimpse of what I could expect for time. He said I've got years left in me. I have to take that for all that it could mean. 

Ablation, my option.

Tumor ablation for liver cancer

Ablation is treatment that destroys liver tumors without removing them. These techniques are used in patients with a few small tumors and when surgery is not a good option (often because of poor health or reduced liver function). They are less likely to cure the cancer than surgery, but they can still be very helpful for some people. These treatments are also sometimes used in patients waiting for a liver transplant.

Ablation is best used for tumors no larger than about 3 cm across (a little over an inch). For slightly larger tumors (3 to 5 cm across), it may be used along with embolization (see next section). Because ablation often destroys some of the normal tissue around the tumor, it might not be a good choice for treating tumors near major blood vessels, the diaphragm, or major bile ducts.

People getting this type of treatment typically do not require a hospital stay. Often, ablation can be done without surgery by inserting a needle or probe into the tumor through the skin. The needle or probe is guided into place with ultrasound or CT scanning. Sometimes, though, to be sure the treatment is aimed at the right place, it may be done during surgery.

Radiofrequency ablation (RFA)

This procedure uses high-energy radio waves for treatment. The doctor inserts a thin, needle-like probe into the tumor. A high-frequency current is then passed through the tip of the probe, which heats the tumor and destroys the cancer cells. This is a common treatment method for small tumors.

Ethanol (alcohol) ablation

This is also known as percutaneous ethanol injection (PEI). In this procedure, concentrated alcohol is injected directly into the tumor to kill cancer cells.

Microwave thermotherapy

In this procedure, microwaves transmitted through the probe are used to heat and destroy the abnormal tissue.

Cryosurgery (cryotherapy)

This procedure destroys a tumor by freezing it using a thin metal probe. The probe is guided into the tumor and then very cold gasses are passed through the probe to freeze the tumor, killing the cancer cells. This method may be used to treat larger tumors than the other ablation techniques, but it sometimes requires general anesthesia (where you are deeply asleep and not able to feel pain).

Side effects of ablation therapy

Possible side effects after ablation therapy include abdominal pain, infection in the liver, and bleeding into the chest cavity or abdomen. Serious complications are uncommon, but they are possible.

Last Medical Review: 03/31/2016
Last Revised: 04/28/2016

This Rings True

On the day I die a lot will happen.
A lot will change.
The world will be busy.
On the day I die, all the important appointments I made will be left unattended....
The many plans I had yet to complete will remain forever undone.
The calendar that ruled so many of my days will now be irrelevant to me.
All the material things I so chased and guarded and treasured will be left in the hands of others to care for or to discard.

The words of my critics which so burdened me will cease to sting or capture anymore. They will be unable to touch me.
The arguments I believed I’d won here will not serve me or bring me any satisfaction or solace.
All my noisy incoming notifications and texts and calls will go unanswered. Their great urgency will be quieted.
My many nagging regrets will all be resigned to the past, where they should have always been anyway.
Every superficial worry about my body that I ever labored over; about my waistline or hairline or frown lines, will fade away.
My carefully crafted image, the one I worked so hard to shape for others here, will be left to them to complete anyway.
The sterling reputation I once struggled so greatly to maintain will be of little concern for me anymore.
All the small and large anxieties that stole sleep from me each night will be rendered powerless.
The deep and towering mysteries about life and death that so consumed my mind will finally be clarified in a way that they could never be before while I lived.
These things will certainly all be true on the day that I die.
Yet for as much as will happen on that day, one more thing that will happen.
On the day I die, the few people who really know and truly love me will grieve deeply.
They will feel a void.
They will feel cheated.
They will not feel ready.
They will feel as though a part of them has died as well.
And on that day, more than anything in the world they will want more time with me.
I know this from those I love and grieve over.
And so knowing this, while I am still alive I’ll try to remember that my time with them is finite and fleeting and so very precious—and I’ll do my best not to waste a second of it.
I’ll try not to squander a priceless moment worrying about all the other things that will happen on the day I die, because many of those things are either not my concern or beyond my control.
Friends, those other things have an insidious way of keeping you from living even as you live; vying for your attention, competing for your affections.
They rob you of the joy of this unrepeatable, uncontainable, ever-evaporating Now with those who love you and want only to share it with you.
Don’t miss the chance to dance with them while you can.
It’s easy to waste so much daylight in the days before you die.
Don’t let your life be stolen every day by all that you believe matters, because on the day you die, much of it simply won’t.
Yes, you and I will die one day.
But before that day comes: let us live..-unknown

Safe

Wait,  it's like I'm falling into a deep well. Time and space is rushing by me . I'm going deeper and deeper into the abyss towards a faint blue sparkling star. The feeling of morphing into a new existence is growing stronger. The darkness is unfolding into a sapphire blue vividly sharp light.

I am so close, when I hear the words. Johnny, don't leave.  I know , I know now for sure, that I'm safe.  

Pretenders

Mom

Mom 

Vegas westgate

Easter

Linda.

Linda  ....

Easter,